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July 5th, 2006

11:16 am Oh lord! I have not written in this is about a year and a half! So yesterday was the 4 of July and probably the best one that I have had since I was about 4. It was pretty sweet because on the 3rd I went over the Krystle’s house and we sat in the driveway and watched her neighbor light off fireworks. I have never been that close to them before and they were so close we were getting hit by the cardboard. You should have seen her driveway when we were finished it was ridiculously littered with all the debris. Plus I had not talked to krittle since she left for Indi...therefore we had a ton of gossip to update on...and she was on liquid crack from getting her tonsils taken out! So that was the night before the 4th then ON the 4th... I woke up pretty early to get downtown to see the wicked SWEET New Boston parade. My little brothers were marching with their boy scout troupe, they are just the cutest little things! I sat with Kris and her family, so you know that there was never a dull moment! Her little brother Joe was so excited to be down at the parade and we had to keep chasing him around. After that we went on a mission in attempt to get out of New Boston to swim in G-unit! We finally escaped! We were going to swing off the rope being the woman's prison...but you are not supposed to park there or something...so we drove to the cove off Henry Bridge road...and floated down the river...it was SO much fin...there were these two rapid spots that were really sketchy but other then that it was insane. I am pretty sure that I am the only one who did not get any scrapes...though I do have some bruises! The best part of swimming was totally the rope swing...you have to have major balls to just jump the first time. But after that it is nothing! The walk back was funny, Kris and Eric practically ran so I had to walk with Kate, Emily...and these boys that were in my gym class? Me and Kate kept getting in fount and leading them off the trail into mud and stuff! After that I went to a family BBQ! It was with my dad and Dawns family! I got to play with Henry and Olivia (Dawn's sister Kris's kids); they had gotten so big since the last time that I had seen them. Me and pookie (My sister) had another day of taking way too may pictures (model documentary hour!). You can check them out on my myspace when I get a chance to load them up! Nick and Billy were setting off fireworks and I got to fire a blank shell from Nicks rifle! Shhh...don't tell my dad. I went down to my dads house for a bit, printed out directions to SAINT JOSEPH'S COLLEGE OF MAINE! My orientation is the weekend so I should attempt to figure out where I am going; I am driving and doing orientation all by myself, lets just say that this should be interesting! I watched the fireworks con mi padre and that family...we ate ice cream and he drove me home at like midnight! It was a perfect night because he told me that by the end of July I will have his car, like this weekend he is going shopping to find his new one!!! YESSSSSS...So come August I will have a car and can ACTUALLY see people! Whoot! Alrighty I have work 11-7! Love loves, ~Erika Current Location: Hizome Current Mood: awake Current Music: Straylight Run - The Tension And The Terror

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December 23rd, 2005

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November 25th, 2005

01:35 pm - Take Me For What I Am I love my huge crazy family!!! Thanksgiving was amazing, I was a little nervous because it was my first one that I can remember not being spent with all my dads family. Thank god for Billy and Jimmy, I think that I would have gone crazy if it were not for them. They are Dawns brothers but they are only 24 & 26 so they are wicked LOUD and freaking CRAZY! I love that it snowed...and we had a huge snowball fight in the Collins (Dawns parents) front yard...Dawn and my Dad even came out for a bit. At one point Billy was giving Josh a whitewash and Jimmy came over with pretty much the largest chunk of snow I have seen in my life and tackled Billy down. On a side note RENT...oh my...it was amazing...I was trying to explain why it was so good to Mike but I think that instead I just scared him a lot because I kept shrugging and grinning/ breaking out into song. I think that I was just volunteered to go shovel...I might want to try and find some winter boots! Mucho Luvin, ~Erika Current Mood: awake Current Music: RENT

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October 15th, 2005

11:57 am - This is a really random entry This has been a crazy month!!! I am at the oh so lovely Beccas house at the moment...and I am pretty sure that we are stuck here...that’s right New Boston is flooded...at least that is what the news said so Beccas parents do not want her to drive! We were thinking mud pit war...how much fun does that sound? I know amazing, give us a call! Some people are kind of oblivious to some things that are going on. Or maybe they know and are just choosing to ignore these going ons. That is extremely frustrating. I know that makes no sense but it does to me and I needed to get it out and that is all that really matters. I do not know how, but someday I will marry Jason, because he is insanely hott/talented. Lori why was that concert so freaking amazing? Other then the whole being felt up at one point…I feel in love. It was nice to see Jerry and Molly because they rock my socks! Jenn…I love you!!! Yay for lack of play buddies, we need to work on getting some of that! Also we need to hang out today, it will happen. That is that. Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: Becca singing!

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September 11th, 2005

11:20 pm - When He Smiled I Knew My Heart Would Be Broken This is the short version of this weekend, it does not really do this weekend justice but, I just scrubbed out a bathtub and am not quite up for a two hour journal entry So the cola war was an insane amount of fun! I am so glad that I went all three nights, YaY to Meg and Erin who got to all of them too! I love getting together in groups with my friends and doing dorky/ really fun things. On Thursday we got together during early release (I love being a senor) and went to wal*mart to buy stuff to make T-shirts, we listened to “Best Friend” about a million times I think. I loved the looks on peoples faces, I must say we had the best car dance moves ever! On Friday our small gathering at the Haveners turned into a few more people but it was ok in the end because it was the first night of the Cola War!!! Human Volleyball was pretty sweet, I did not get taken out by the HUGE thing, even when there were four in there! Then came the tire pull...I got dragged! It was so sick, I am pretty sure that it was my favorite game! That was also when we (By that I mean me) sited Pepsi McHotterson...therefore the whole weekend got about a million times better! Saturday had some family time with my sister...who has gotten so much cooler now that she has moved in with my dad. It was nice to have the day to ourselves, I even roped her into coming to the Cola War with me! She loved it, I am so glad that she liked it maybe she can even go next year, keep her in with a good crowd of kids. We played “Big ball basketball” I think that might have be Megs favorite game (hahaha)! My sister really kicked butt, same with Ben he really got into it! Then we moved onto spoke tackle...wow...poor Andrew got knocked down and they would not let him get up. I took out the girl that was sitting directly in front of me in our spoke...oooopppsss! Got to see Pepsi McHotterson sing at the message, he got even hotter then. lol. We also had a burping contest...which I OWNED! Tonight was so much fun too! We played Human Foosball! Mary-Kate almost lost her life...when one of the kids went to get the ball he landed on Jess (one of our new friends) and me! Then came the tug of war!!! I loved it, I don't know how but I got all scraped and bruised. I was the shower trying to get all the mud off (we lost the final round and I was covered) and I think I now have a little mini beach in there!!! I thought that it was going to be a lot more religious then what it really was. I actually kind of liked it, I made me miss going to church with my grandparents (blah for working Sundays 8-4). The message session was a lot less intense then I thought it was going to be, I can not wait to start going back down to my dads regularly! Oh Yay for Dork Elite playing today, I love you guys! Well I have Bio tomorrow and its probably going to be awkward as can be *thank you Lori/Megan* so I should sleep! Mucho Luvin, ~Erika Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: Jessica Andrew

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September 5th, 2005

10:18 pm - Change your ways...while your young Wow...that is pretty much all that I can say about the past five hours...The rest of the week leading up to school and this weekend has almost erased from my mind. This a recap: Friday- School started again. I don't really know what to think, I am not as excited to be back. Its going to be hard but so laid back at the same time. Homeroom was er...interesting. AP classes are going to kick my ass. I think I am going to get beaten up by a few kids in my slacker English. Took off after seventh with Lori to go see Niki...you looked wonderful even with the nose cast. Saturday- Had to baby sit, worked on all my homework. Went to work...that was ummm...insanely sketchy! I really hate 30 year old men that hit on me...ewww...Went home finished homework and I guess “Had a party?” It was my neighbors but they (the campground) thought that it was me...right. Sunday- MY LAST DAY OF WORK FOR THE SUMMER!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hung out with some of my campground friends, showed them the secret spot (Kim you could have seen it too! We will have to try for it next weekend) Came home and got the third degree...I can have boys over all night and her not care, but I have one over with two other girls and my little brothers and she flips...that's my mom for you!!! Today- The parade was insane amounts of fun, I love Darah and Erin!!! We got ice cream walked to my dads house (I got my new shoes). None of that really adds up to the past five hours though. Most of you probably will have not clue what I am talking about after this point, Its for me though. ( I don't even know ) Night Guys ~Erika Current Mood: confused Current Music: Killers

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August 28th, 2005

10:56 pm - Drinking Because You Look So Good In Your Starbucks Cup So school starts Friday...I am screwed when it comes to AP History, good thing I work well under pressure! Looking back and reflecting on this summer is has been great. I think I would not change a thing except to have taken a few more risks. I think over all I am glad that I took the job inside at the campground, even though I got the shaft on hours/pay it was not all that bad. I got a lot of good gossip and met some pretty nifty kids (Kim you hoe add me!!!). Pretty excited for next weekend because its my last/the guy I have hit on all summer asked to make sure I was going to be there...who knows ; ) Spent another crazy night with the Haveners/ Alaska! Erin and I worked so hard on the goodie bags!!! Yea for walking out and over to the gas station to buy candy and then walking back into the movie! Alaska drove me home, she pretty much rox my socks! Car talk is amazing...Alaska watch out for the pole/sketchy people who go swimming at 11? See most of you Friday/ tomorrow at parking stuff! Mucho Luvin, ~Erika Current Mood: devious Current Music: Jason Mraz

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August 15th, 2005

09:10 am - Hungry Night Once Again, Now Its Getting Unbelievable So this summer pretty much officially rocks...I am trying to think of one thing that could make it better, wait I had one ; ) hahaha Can I say...MAYBE I GOT A CAR???? Yea that's right, I FINALLY have my own...sure I am going to have to find another job (Krittle is Bobs looking for more people) to pay my mom/grandpa off but I do not care!!! Oh man you have no clue how excited this makes me, I was going to have to drop out of my internship after my car died last school year, but not I can do it! WHOOT! There is one, huge, problem with it though...its a standard : / I guess that if my mom can drive one it will not be ttthhhhaaaattt bad...still...Oh well I am still wicked happy. Secondly...I got a raise? Yea that's right after working at my job for three years they finally decided to give me one...they didn't even tell me about it too, it was just there. Alright...I think I am going to work on my AP stuff (its history so its fun!) Talk to you guys latter!!! Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: Weezer

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August 12th, 2005

12:24 am - And I Will Wait To Find If This Will Last Forever your know your not a quick forget Yes...summer is amazing. I am sitting here trying to explain why this one has made it so much better then the last two I have had since I started high school, but I am having trouble finding the worlds to explain it. Mostly I think its because I am just having fun. I am sick of drama and I don't feel so badly about no longer hang out with the people that create it. A.K.A. I love the music wing ladies. (I do need to see more krittle though) This week itself has been pretty sweet, I meet some nifty year rounders at the happy beaver. They are CRAZY though, not even joking. They do crazier stuff then I do and they are completely hilarious...Meg you are going to meet Will by the end of then summer I swear you two are destined to be. We hung out after I got out of work Tuesday and ended up sleeping over Kims. On Wednesday we went to the mall. Wow...that is all I have to say, in this group I am the quite conservative one...I KNOW!!! I did buy my hott shirt for 5.50...Krittle I thought of you the whole time that I bought it and you are going to have to borrow it sometime. Now that we are talking about the shirt we cant talk about tonight! Wore my hott/ pretty skanky shirt to the Point Blank/ Dork Elite thing! Whoot! Saw a ton of people that I have not seen since school got out and that made me smile a bit. Plus I LOVE freaking out/ scaring underclassmen for life (Haveners I put the poster on my wall lol) After the show there was much confusion about what was going on. I am glad that Meg called shot gun because we pickup up something nice that got to sit next to me for a short ride to their car. Then we did the cool circle in New Boston. I pretty much love Travis in insane amounts, Kristen you have got as keeper. We talked about ghosts for a but and it was really quite at my house when I got home so I had to turn some music, I know LAME. I think that I should start to work on my AP stuff with a bit more enthusiasm though, so I am out! Current Mood: flirty

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July 19th, 2005

10:34 pm - You cant hide that big of a heartache Warning this is a rant Work was beyond suck today! No lie every ten mins my manager (Sheila the witch) came over to see exactly what I was doing. The she would try to find something wrong with either what/ how I was doing and pretty much reaming me out. To make it worse right in front of my boss boss (Christine the one my moms knows/ selectman in New Boston/ scares the crap off of me) says to me “what am I going to do with you today you have done nothing but screw up, I am going to just take you over my knee” after this she lists off just about every detail that I have messed up on in my past three months working inside the office. I did get revenge though Wayne (my old boss form when I did outdoor work) came in and jokingly said “so do you miss doing outdoor work or do you like it here in the office” to this I replied “Well lest put it this way the air conditioning is the only thing I like about the office, the people in here are so bitchy” Oh yea she also called me fat about 20 times...you should see this lady...errrr... These are my hours this weekend, yea you know the one that I have four shows to do...here they are: Friday: Musical shows at 2 and 7 Sat: Work 8-12 Musical shows 2 and 7 Sunday : Work 8-4 I think that might have been why I was such a bitch during the musical. Lori/ Maggie sorry I know for a fact that I was really mean to you two today...honestly I just can not handle this all at the moment. I am so sick of being talked to like I am retarded, that is exactly how the whole ensemble has been treated this week. Some people need to step it up, I know I need to also and should set a good example but when you are yelled at 24/7 for people not being good enough when they are actually trying is pretty much discouraging. I swear upon my like that if I hear the phrase “you guys” and someone who has 43543598 seconds of acting experience act like they know the theater in and out I WILL kill them. For some reason the people who have actually doNe 4-10 shows, you know the ones that know what they are talking about, are the only ones that give off the useful advice. That is the end of my rant. I am going to sleep and then go to the Olive Garden with some of the hottest ladies that I know tomorrow and the whole work will be full of sun and rainbows. That is all. Again Lori I mostly feel sorry towards you because you are trying to make the show look good/not suck! Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: RF

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July 15th, 2005

02:32 am - 2am and she called me cuz Im still awake ( WOW I should NEVER answer these late at night ) Current Mood: amused

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July 14th, 2005

10:49 pm - Just give in to this sweet temptation 1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview Me." 2. I will respond by asking you five questions (or statements that require answers). I get to pick the questions. 3. You will update your LJ with the answers to the questions. 4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the post. 5. When others asking to be interviewed comment, you will ask them 5 questions. ( Answer to Susan's ) Current Mood: amused Current Music: Poe

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July 13th, 2005

11:01 pm - Don't look at me that way...it was an honest mistake My morning went from me being angry to a wonderful mood...that is why I love my brothers!!! They are so crazy...we went bug hunting...and my brother Quin (the blonde one) was telling me facts about them. He amazes me with how smart he is, we are supposed to take a trip to the library to pick up an insect book for next time. Henry (the brunette) was squashing them and “helping” my mom in the garden. Rehearsal today was insane amounts of fun for me...and I don't really know why. Katie Proulx kindda defiantly rocks my sox on many levels though. She was being very silly today and it made me laugh a lot. Today was also a reminder that I suck at anything dance like...aka...thanks Lori for fixing my hands about a million times. Adams little sister is hilarious! “I think my pinkie is retarded” (She did tell me a few things about Adam that I had never hoped to learn). I was a little disappointed that Katie did not let us “Rise the roof.” Lori, Niki and I had a great conversation today...how does one guy have 17 girlfriends...honestly...that is just too many! Also how do I got from being the Hoe in one group of friends to being the Prude in another...yea I love you guys to pieces! oh yea I love Carla...she is amazing! One more note: Megan Havener is one of the coolest people that I know and anyone that does not think/ feel the same way can burn in hell...forever! Hun, this boy (and a few others) is retarded, he does not know what he missed...guess we will just have to find someone better...Flanders...wtf ?!? I love you!!! You are too sweet/nice to deal with that kind of crap! Plus its NEVER to soon ; ) Plus we will ALWAYS have Westphals mom!!! Current Mood: annoyed... Tags: cake

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01:16 pm - Times like this I am so glad you cant read my mind Sorry Its summer and my brain is kindda out of it... I have WAY to much crap going on and I am indecisive and don't know what I want...well I do know a few things that I want. I have decided that I do not really care too much about some people think about current situations. Guess what I am SEVENTEEN...not twenty...so I am going to act like a IMMATURE teenager!!! I know for a fact that I have been and I am sorry about for some people (mostly my friends having to listen) but its summer...and after one more year its a guarantee that I will not see most of my fellow peers again so why should I care what they think? I do however care about my darling Haveners/Music types! They all kindda rock my sox...Ariel's sweet sex bathroom + hot tub + Music types = Wait who's legs am I touching? what what? Movie nights are amazing and I can not wait to get my own car again so that I do not have to bum rides home. I can not wait for AUGUST to roll along! Once the summer musical is done I will actually have time to myself, looking forward to it very much! Speaking of the summer musical 22 and 23 are the dates 2 and 7(30?) are the times...come on all the cool kids are doing it!!! Went out with Krittle yesterday! I love Girl talk and shopping for really random crap that we actually need! We have plans again on Thursday before the musical...ggrrr...musical! Ok I need to finish cleaning my room and then shower (maybe...Meg how many days has is been?) musical and then who knows what? Scratch that going outside with my bros!!! Why are they so cool? Mucho Luvin, ~Erika Current Mood: awake

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June 26th, 2005

01:53 am - You held your breath and the door for me Its a quick one...not that I am sleepy...I just know I will want to kill myself tomorrow! I worked for way too long! Actually I only worked a 8 hour shift but that is too long to spend at the Friendly Beaver! They decided to hire another worker today...even though I have only worked in doors for two months I am supposed to help train her? She seems really cool though her names Shauna, she's from Maine...actually has been on the campus of my feature college! Whoot! I can tell you right now I am NEVER walking home on my own after close...it was sketchy doing it at 6 pm I do NOT want to think about doing it at 11. On the bright side the other Shauna (Chad's girlfriends) brothers are back up, they are all hilarious and drive Sheila insane, therefore I love them! Got home later then planed but still got to chillax with one of my favorite neighborhood ladies! Crizay times in New Boston. Oh Lori I love you more then ever at the moment (Alias = love). I surprisingly have started all of my AP work (with the exception of Bio...anyone pick it up?!?) Realized that I need a graphing calculator to do the sats...mine got stolen this school year blah! I have work again tomorrow 8-3 then who knows what? Call or leave a message if you are up for something! Current Mood: amused Current Music: Weezer

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June 24th, 2005

12:05 am - I was lost in darkness and sinking sand Today/night has been crazy/ very fun!!! Worked on my tan for most of today and read a book for my MYTH AND IMAGINATION class next year! Whoot for slacker English class! Did a bit more of my AP work...realized that I need a graphing calculator to do the stats, but mine got stolen this year : ( Musical rehearsal was...eehhh...interesting? There were a few highlights * Lori and I setting up our triple date for next wends/ thurs * Acting time alone Him: What do you think about Horton? Me: Do you want my real opinion, or my characters opinion. hahahha...I am a bitch *Skipping out on singing and painting sign boards *my pants ; ) * Almost shutting Erin into a locker we didn't know the combo to * Austin...need I say more Then we went to Fritzes I love the haveners... I will marry Megan Havener...or maybe her brother...why was your mom on the phone so late?!? Boy talk time in the Van kindda rocks my sox! *Krittle is the coolest ever and we need to chill...like really soon* Current Mood: devious Tags: john mayer

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June 23rd, 2005

01:42 pm - Can you help me unravel my latest mistake so this is summer... I must say I love it so far. Not so excited that the only day that I will have absolutely NOTHING to do are most Fridays. This is how summer is looking: Mondays: Work 10-6 Musical 6-830 (?are we going later?) Depending on if I have the car depends on if I can go out : ( Tuesdays: *please see above list* Wednesdays: Musical 530-830 Heidi time 830- ? Thursdays Babysitting 8-230 (my bros so you can come over to play if you want) Random fa Musical 530-830 Every other weekend going down to my dads Most likely this is the day I am going to do my AP work on Fridays Some of them I have to work Every other I will be at my dads for Sat/Sun Work for whatever random hours they give me (I have my schedule so if you want to plan something ask) The complete lack of carage completely sucks! Once this all starts I think I am going to go crazy! I love you guys though and as long as I get to see you I think I will manage! Yea...Its a lovely day out and I am going to try and not be so white! P.S. Has anyone seen the moon lately...its defiantly sweet! I've tripped again and things are starting to get interesting Don't give me choices cause I can't decide My mind is soaked in words I've come to terms with all my insecurities And purities no friend of mine And dreaming doesn't do no good Cause I don't wanna lie That I'm okay and I'm alright I'd rather take it and forget it Consider this a warning Cause I'll start another fight And you'll say its all alright I'll wait for the day when you find I'm too much for you, baby So lay your hands over me And feel what you only see But don't bother wasting your time if you're trying to change me You're kinda cool but I know better than to break the rules Of messin' with a lesson that I'll never learn I'll go from bad to worse and later back to better But I'll never better bridges that I'm bent to burn And dreaming doesn't do no good Cause I don't wanna lie That I'm okay and I'm alright I'd rather take it and forget it Consider this a warning Cause I'll start another fight And you'll say its all alright I'll wait for the day when you find I'm too much for you, baby So lay your hands over me And feel what you only see But don't bother wasting your time if you're trying to change me This is a warning This is a warning This is a warning Current Mood: chipper Current Music: RF anyone?

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June 19th, 2005

06:00 pm - how well do you know Erika Lynn? 1. My name?: 2. Where did we meet?: 3. My middle name?: 4. How long have you known me?: 5. How well do you know me?: 6. Do I smoke?: 7. Do I believe in God?: 8. First impression of me?: 9. My age?: 10. Birthday?: 11. Hair color?: 12. Eye color?: 13. Siblings?: 14. Have you had a crush on me?: 15. My fave things to do?: 16. The first thing I said to you?: 17. My fave type of music?: 18. My best physical feature?: 19. Am I shy or outgoing?: 20. Am I funny?: 21. Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules?: 22. Am I your friend?: 23. Am I preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippy, glam, nerdy, snobby, or sexy?: 24. Give me a nickname: 25. Are my parents still together?: 26. How tall am I? 27. What one thing would you change about me?: 28. How often do you see me?: 29. Did/Do I play sports?: 30. Have you kissed me? If yes, was it good?: 31. Have you ever been jealous of me?: 32. Have I ever been drunk?: 33. Have I ever done drugs?: 34. Have I ever had a crush on you?: 35. Am I in love or have I been in love?: 36. What's my fave holiday?: 37. Do I have musical talents?: 38. Am I a leader or follower?: 39. Have I impacted your life in any way?: 40. Do I know you well?: 41. What pets do I have?: 42. My best personality trait?: 43. Where was I born? 44. Do I have any piercings?: 45. What is my fave flower?: 46. My fave color?: 47. Have you ever been in my room or spent the night?: Current Mood: amused Current Music: killers

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June 18th, 2005

11:40 am FYI...This makes no sense I am rambling for my own amusement/ clearing my head yea...Its so weird...I honestly can NOT believe the next year is our last year...even though I still have finals on Monday and Tuesday it already feels like it is over. I just don't know what to do with myself anymore, things are just so confusing. Honestly...what is next year going to be like? I was looking at my schedule for next year, looking at the AP classes and thinking back to freshman year, laughing because instead of algebra they gave me AP stats...a class that I actually ended up in. It is going to be hard to say goodbye to a lot of you, it was horrible saying goodbye to Heidi last year, Jerry was the person that made me cry at graduation and the last time I am going to see him for a long time is on Sunday. It is strange, I have been talking to a ton of my friends that I used to be really close with. Its even more strange to think of the people that you have known over all the years. For example I remember in fifth grade going over Alex’s house and playing video games then six years later, yesterday, going over and making muffins after not hanging out in forever. Me and Krissy sat on the swings in downtown New Boston and cried. Just sat on the swings that we used to play on in fourth grade. I am so glad that we are still best friends. I am so glade that I have this summer and the next school year. It is going to be hard to say goodbye to any of you, Carla was talking about her home being the music wing. It is so true I see Mrs. Mannion or D or even Uncle Doug more then I do my own mother. Yea I need to stop...mmmmmm...We had better make this summer amazing, they always are anywayz! See most of you Sunday... I *heart* Suzanne. Mucho Luvin, ~Erika Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: The Bravery

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June 15th, 2005

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June 9th, 2005

10:02 pm These past three days out of school and on the marine biology trip have been completely amazing and I defiantly do NOT want to go back to classes tomorrow, or really for the rest of the whole year!!! There are still a few good reasons to go the school so I think I can suck it up for a few days. In the past three days Marine Bio has taught me many new and interesting life lessons * I am in love with Mrs Thomas, she is in fact the woman * Sophomores drive me crazy and I really hope that I was never THAT annoying * I should never be left alone with a bike, air horn, and a walkie-talkie * If Alex Leahy jumps off the bridge and is not hurt its ok to jump * Lori wants to get together with brothers *wink**wink* * You can get a fifty dollar fine for jumping off the bridge we jumped off * Chen Chen is more then just plain crazy * When throwing a Frisbee and it goes the wrong direction, blame it on the wind * Birds are evil...except for the one the Matt caught and I touched * Adam is very very messy!!!!!!!!! * Tan lines are extremely evil * Lori needed sun block * You can never play too much Frisbee * Trivial Pursuit Pringles are amazing * “Eat it” might be my new favorite game * It is ok to make sand castles when you are 17 * Adam should never feed people food...he sucks at it * Despite my best efforts I STILL managed to burn the back of my legs There are a lot more things to say...but they all sound really wrong and strange unless you were there... Current Mood: amused

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June 3rd, 2005

07:31 pm This week has been...interesting. Its funny but it felt like it flew by. School is ending I am excited and nervous about what is to come. The musical as lame as it may be is going to be completely amazing only because we are all crazy “butter side up!” I felt like a crappy friend all week. It got progressively worse and worse as the week went on, I love all you guys and I am sorry my advice sucks so much, thinking I might steal Lori’s idea of a mass apology posting. This is how the weekend is looking: * Family movie night * Huge family BBQ, I get to see all the babies born over the past month very very excited * If my dad lets me borrow the car Sat night...eeekkk…!!! * My Birthday party…yea I have not been to my dads in that long * Hair cut…I am thinking layers for the summer * Getting four rolls of film developed (Prom/ California) * Church with my grandparents * Having Josh kick my but at Badminton…he is 6…its sad * Taking my sister out to get her eighth grade graduation dance I have put a million of these in others so I might as well… 1. Reply with your name and I will write something about you. 2. I will tell you what song/movie reminds me of you 3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you it would be... 4. A single word that best describes you 5. I will tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of 7. I'll tell you something I've always wondered about you 8. Put this in your journal Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Weezer

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May 30th, 2005

08:03 pm - This is a vent *read at your own risk* The Potion Maker krammit_518ium is a milky, runny beige gel siphoned from the saliva of a Jabberwocky. Mix with krammit_518! Username: Yet another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern Today started out really nicely, and then very quickly turned to crap! Honestly it was shocking how fast he turned into a jerk! We were all having a good time playing outside in the rain and then he needed to start being an ass. To make things worse she didnt even say anything, I will admit that some of what was funny and I would have laughed if I was not so pissed. AHHHHHH!!! I do not like being called a hoe even if you are joking around. I do not like it when people make fun of me like that, you are not one of my close friends, its not ok when you talk to me like that. To think it started out to be fun, I should have known this was going to be bad, but I trusted her, poor girl. Swear on my life I will kill him if he hurts her a lot. I hope she does not ever ask me to double with them, because that will NEVER happen. Current Mood: angry

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May 29th, 2005

01:59 pm its raining out...no its a thunderstorm outside... Its my favorite type of weather...I want to go out and run through my un-mowed lawn. I think that might be the best feeling in the world. Big huge drops of rain falling down from the sky onto my face, and not caring that I am getting completely soaked. Wet grass and squishy dirt all mashed between your toes if you stand in one place for too long. That's when the thunder starts, it shakes the whole earth, you feel your body quakes with everything around you. There is also lightning at this point and that's what sucks. Lightning is not a thing you should mess around with, but the rain continues to pour down and you don't really care that you could be struck down and killed. Why, because you are sprinting across the lawn soaked the long grass slapping against your ankles and legs and you don't care. You are free completely free. Then just as suddenly as the rain started it stops and the sun peaks out and you can still hear the thunder rolling off in the distance. that pretty much sums up what I did about ten mins ago, I think the storm is coming back but I need to shower and then run off to work! oh yea that whole thing probably makes not sense at all and I should probably just make it a private entry but, well, I don't really care! Love you guys, have fun at he show/ not the show if you are not going!!! Current Mood: grateful

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May 24th, 2005

06:15 pm - way too close of a call well California was amazing but I will explain this now and you guys can ask questions now because I do not want to explain this fifty times tomorrow first things first everyone in ok no one was severely injured second thing if anyone makes fun of or teases Bri about this I swear to god I will hurt you!!! So Bri and I were supposed to go up to UNH Durham for a NHS conference thing, really all we were doing was dropping off the dresses form the Cinderella drive. The whole ride there was fine it was really raining out, it was coming down pretty hard and we had a great time trying to find the place to begin with. When we get there we drove around for about ten mins trying to find the place, then we tried to find parking, not so fun. We finally said screw it we are just going to pull up and drop the dresses off and then find a parking spot. We went inside with the largest of our boxes and halfway down the hall get sopped by some guy with a cart who tells up "oh are these for NHS, I can take them, in fact I have a cart you can use to bring in the rest let me drop this off and then I will meet you outside" so we go out and wait for him, when we see him coming we get the other boxes out and start to bring them over that's when he says "Oh I am sorry I was only in charge of books not the dresses" so we are like oh its ok not problem...be brought our original box of dresses back out to us instead of putting them in their room...it was right next door to the room for books...so after this drama we have some guy that was driving a coach bus (this school had its OWN coach bus) told us we had to move our car NOW so that he could go and park, this is were the "fun" begins. After about ten to fifteen more minutes of searching for a parking spot we said screw it we will just have to park and find a way to get change for the meters (all we had was two quarters and cash)... so after getting lost trying to find to way we came from we were very frustrated and it was raining really hard. We get to the end of the road and I still remember Bri saying "shit does that say left only, oh well," well we turned left...and Mr. SUV meet the side of Bri's car. It turned out that there had been one of thoughts cement triangle things and I remember there being something in the way so that I could not see that there was a lane beyond it (Bri never saw the other lane or the truck blocking it) We had turned into oncoming traffic, it was weird I saw the car coming at us and all I remember is hoping that they would both swerve in time...they both attempted but he hit her car right between her drivers door and where the left passengers door would be if she had four doors. It was weird because as the car came at us Bri reach over and locked her door. After it happened we kind of sat there for a min. One of the UNH professors and the other guy ran over to see if we were ok, Bri was pretty shaken up and the Professor told us to get out of the car, Bri did not even shut it off I had to do it for her latter when I got her bag out. The other driver was really cool, he didn't get mad or anything he called the paramedics and police waited for them and then said he had a meeting gave his info to the police and left. It was about two mins after getting out of the car that Bri got her bloody nose and her cuts fro the accident started to bleed lucky for her I have a million napkins in my bag from Ariel yesterday. She had clamed down by this point and I must say having accident prone little brothers has really paid off, most people probably would have freaked out. She was really glad that she was the only one hurt I didn't even hurt from the seatbelt or anything which is odd because normal I get sore but even now I am fine. The paramedics that arrived on the scene were very nice and told Bri that she should go to the emergency room just to be safe and make sure there was not internal bleeding or that her nose was not broken. The ride was fun, not, we got to turn the lights on...no siren though. When we got there they made Bri stay on the bed the whole time and I made Terri faces to keep her amused...the nurse that caught me making them was not so amused though. They wheeled Bri down to get her x-ray that pissed her off because she knew she could walk, I love her. I talked to some pretty interesting people while sitting in the waiting room, tried to make up a really unbelievable story to tell the girl that walked in and asked "what are we all in here for" I thought it was a little too personal a question to ask! Bri's mom and dad...and the principal of Maple Ave came...I guess Bri’s mom was really shaken up by the phone call and the principal told her to get in the car...he is really really strange...I will have to update more later...my mom is freaking out about something oh yea Bri is perfectly fine she is just going to be really sore and sleepy for most of today / tomorrow Current Mood: contemplative

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May 14th, 2005

11:13 am wow prom was...I cant really think of words for it yet!!! I will have pics and when I get a bit more sleep I will TRY to explain why prom was...prom. Your Deadly Sins Lust: 80% Sloth: 60% Gluttony: 20% Greed: 20% Envy: 0% Pride: 0% Wrath: 0% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 26% You'll die from overexertion. *wink* How Sinful Are You? with this in mind working for sx hours and then going out will be very interesting ; ) Current Mood: drained

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May 9th, 2005

04:41 pm - Lets see how many days till my birthday/ Cali? Your Birthdate: May 18 Your birthday on the 18th day of the month suggests than you are one who can work well with a group, but still remain someone who needs to maintain individual identity. There is a humanistic or philanthropic approach to business circumstances in which you find yourself. You may have good executive abilities, as you are very much the organizer and administrator. You are broad-minded, tolerant and generous; a compassionate person that can inspire others with imaginative ideas. Some of your feelings may be expressed, but even more of them are apt to be repressed. There is a lot of drama in your personality and in the way you express yourself to others. Oddly enough, you don't expect as much in return as you give. What Does Your Birth Date Mean? Current Mood: bouncy

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May 8th, 2005

11:54 am - the writing of "Mrs fancy Ketchup" I know that I have said this a million times but I truly am in love with my dads house. I saw our other neighbor today…unfortunately it was a scaring event. On my way out the door, for church, he was on his porch in his boxers getting his paper…he is about fifty I would say…eeewwww… Church was church. I really like getting to see my grandparents though, I am so glad they came back up early this year. The little kid that sat in front of me will in fact be joining me in the fiery rigs of hell seeing as he made fun of people the whole time during the service. This week was nice and easy, there were a few things at made it better: ~ Mrs. Thomas and the whole marine bio trip ~ Going to concord with Jerry and Lori to meet Paul…that was the best pastry of my life ~ I saw Lori this week need I say more/ I want her shoes!!! ~ Not feeling like I want to cry all through Chen Chen’s class ~ Getting a GOOD grade on something in algebra ~ Skipping most of Pares class due to the absence of dimples…he needs to start showing! ~Writing a ton of weird notes to people and sticking them on cars a. Lori b. Anna c. Foley/ Matt d. There were more I just don’t remember who… ~Not playing assassin but being sucked in by other people ~Reading the really sketchy ending to grapes of wrath…and then having to explain it to people ~Looking at Jens pictures and seeing a lot of really weird ones of my tutee ~People yelling at Westphal…always interesting ~Raising hell…or lack of with the most wonderful Lauer ever ~Searching for Mackenzie’s Library card…I am looking ~Watching a few dorks sing and play instruments…ha I love you guys you rock my socks!!! ~Wailing lifehouse with Katelyn Oh well I am going to maybe continue this list another time most likely not though these will be my birthday shoes from my dad I have also decided that when I get back from CALIFORNIA I will use leftover/ birthday money to buy these Current Mood: that is NOT a dragon!!! Current Music: oh no...my dad is singing...

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May 3rd, 2005

10:19 pm - You're my best friend, Best friend with benefits you know I started to write about twenty entries describing how amazing vacation was but...they all sounded really lame if you were not there to witness all of the wicked cool stuff that went on. I was really excited to get away form school, I think that break really was good form me. Also it is May, and nothing bad happens in May only good things. Now that I think about it April is pretty much the worst month in the whole entire year and I believe that nothing could wreak the month of May...nothing at all. If summer is going to be anything like this vacation was It is going to be sooooo insanely fun and the school year is not going to end fast enough. Vacation also gave me much needed time with Krissy, it was very nice we have not gotten that much time to talk. That is pretty much what we did for three days straight and we got everything out...I think that is why I had been upset, I need to talk about it ALL, and Krissy knows EVERYTHING. As for other...things...they are MUCH, MUCH better. Kinda sorta almost over it. Krissy decided to call all the people that she didn't know on my cell phone and she called Matty...It was weird talking to him after not talking to him in forever, I dunno. Speaking of boy...Ms. Croz...how is the one/two tonight hahaha...I defiantly *heart* you!!! So far the week has been pretty good. No tests and the ones I have gotten back from vacation have not been that bad surprisingly. Now that my Westphal paper has been turned in I pretty much don't have any worries and can screw off until I get another big project...I think that I am going to flunkout next year, doing my homework at home is happening less and less these days. yea Lori will marry one of the sons of the really cool ex-steel working now maker of really kickass French food stuff. It was really interesting to talk about all the stuff and A. have no clue what the heck he was talking about B. Jerry claiming to love the very bad, bad frosting C. Lori’s face!!! Countdown My Birthday/ Day we leave for California...I do believe its 15 days!!! Current Mood: anxious...not the face I use Current Music: cookie if you can tell me what song the lyric is from

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April 17th, 2005

07:45 pm - Joining the festival bandwagon Festival is defiantly my favorite time of the year!!!Here are a few reasons why: ~the massive line of card signing where my name turned into a scribble ~The fun bags...Jerry got to create snuggles ~Mafia where Lori killed me off first round after Tim and I (the policemen) killed the first member of the mafia ~Kristen totally hit the jackpot on the slot machines, Got a sweet green comb that I actually can use in my hair despite the cheap plastic quality ~It is a good thing we never went on to states because like Lori said I would not want to be the person that got to tell Mrs. Mannion that Kristen had gotten herself stuck in the monument ~Girls hitting on Fritz is still a little bit shocking ~Realizing that everyone form Merrimack had been told that “two girls form Goffstown think your lighting guy is really hot” ~Mannion making fun of the Music wing ~Knocking on the hotel room door that connected to our room and finding out that it was none other then Jerry and Tim ~Stealing Tim's pillows while he was in the bathroom ~Having the coolest roomies ever! We had way too much food! ~Using all of our towels and stealing more from the boys ~waking up Molly with country music...”If you want to make it stop the remote is right here, but you have to get up for it” ~Watching a show that was REALLY bad but still made me want to cry ~Going to bad forums and loving Jer “not to be the NHETG student rep or anything but we need to get back on topic” ~Talking to Jerry and Kathleen and within five minuets coming to the conclusion that I am indeed going to hell “yes the three of us are running, this one is Ashley because Mary-Kate is the smaller one” ~“DANCING” ~“Hitting” on the Merrimack boy...does dancing the close to him count as flirting...It would have been more ~fun if underclassman (freshman) did not suck so much. ~even though we were not going to win or loose I felt nervous during awards ~After assuming that I would never see said hot lighting boy, putting my sn and cell number in his hat. ~Finding out that Fritz did the same thing...but he put it on a dollar bill... ~Our bus never showing up and getting to ride home with...Merrimack...hhahaa...got on the bus and sat in the seat that contained the oh so adorable Greg...badddd choice of seating, I thought I was going to be killed. ~texting Lori or should I say Lia ~Meeting some really cool kids! there are so many more things I could about festival...mmmm...I love festival Current Mood: "enthralled"- more like nuts Current Music: Nickel Creek- Sweet Afton

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April 12th, 2005

06:43 pm Today was awesomely awesome!!!! 1. I defiantly <3 my study buddies! A drank about half of Zack’s drink before he even noticed that it was missing. Alina and her tutee are getting pretty close now...hahaha...no 2. Krissy finally saw the kid from my eight period...and guess what they park right next to her...sorry Lori you missed it...again 3. Ms. Croz let me steal her little pod thingy. Plus. WE ARE DOING PARABOLAS!!! I am actually good at they and excited to do my Algebra homework. 4. Worked on a TON of my extraordinary American project 5. I <3 history...but not in Spanish class...but despite the fact that this video was about war and death it was REALLY funny. The people all looked really funny and had bad accents Pat was making up sentences for them. 6. Anna Z. is perhaps one of the coolest kids I know. HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN. 7. Wore the princess rings Anna got covered my lips with the lip gloss and got Laura square on the cheek, it was bright pink. 8. Gave the birthday girl a makeover, it reminded my of CFY!!! 9. I LOVE Mrs. Thomas enough said. On the last day of the Bio trip Lori is a rider and I am on SANDY SHORE, Mrs. Thomas might let us BOTH into her car...how sweet of a car ride would that be Lori, me, Mrs. Thomas. 10. well you know how when we get there its like 11 or something California time and about 2 our time. Well the tour company wanted to send up out to dinner and M- Dog and stubs did “want us sleeping in our lasagna” therefore we got to go to the hotel unpack brush up...then eat some of the 446409560456 pounds of pizza that will be delivered...I have yet to get to the best part...there will be an outdoor swimming pool...its heated...and we get to use it!!! 11. Niki thinking that Stubs was going to get mad that we left class for long amounts of time 12. Krissy and I saw said eighth period person...mmmmmm... 13. Anything to do with my bestest friend is pretty sweet!!! 14. It getting better! this song is really weird it read but it is such a pretty song. Jerry its Nickel Creek!!!! "Sweet Afton" Flow gently, sweet Afton, among thy green braes, Flow gently, I'll sing thee a song in thy praise; My Mary's asleep by thy murmuring stream, Flow gently, sweet Afton, disturb not her dream. Thou stock-dove whose echo resounds thro' the glen, Ye wild whistling blackbirds in yon thorny den, Thou green-crested lapwing, thy screaming forebear, I charge you disturb not my slumbering fair. How lofty, sweet Afton, thy neighboring hills, Far mark'd with the courses of clear winding rills, There daily I wander as noon rises high My flocks and my Mary's sweet cot in my eye. How pleasant thy banks and green valleys below, Where wild in the woodlands the primroses blow; There oft as mild Ev'ning weeps over the lea The sweet scented birk shades my Mary and me. Thy crystal stream, Afton, how lovely it glides, And winds by the cot where my Mary resides, How wanton thy waters her snowy feet lave, As gathering sweet flow'rets she stems thy clear wave. Flow gently, sweet Afton, among thy green braes, Flow gently, sweet river, the theme of my lays, My Mary's asleep by thy murmuring stream, Flow gently, sweet Afton, disturb not her dream. *Mol I dont know if you were told but you lost the not it game today...and are stuck with fritzel all of states* ...states...WHOOT...Lori we are soo going to carry out the plan, we need to make a code name for it!!! Current Mood: calm Current Music: Nickel Creek- The hand song...thats really what its called!

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April 10th, 2005

07:11 pm This of things I have figured out today 1.I wish my dad lived closer 2.Dawn would be the coolest mom ever 3.My mom sucks 4.Michael dose not shut up 5.It takes longer then 15 mins to get to Krissy’s house from my dads 6.My dad is too good at speeding 7.I defiantly <3 my best friends 8.Elee is perhaps the dumbest girl at work 9.I really do not like the cash register 10.I like doing the paperwork 11.I am going to be able to survive training because Krissy is there 12.Krissy tells me the truth no matter what and that is why I <3 her 13.I really hate it when boys lie 14.I am getting to used to it 15.I am just about ready to give up 16.Mikie form the bus is perhaps the coolest kid from my bus 17.This weekend was pretty good 18.I love that fact that I am getting paid during training 19.Do not like that it is no longer under the table 20.Wow...just realized that I do not know how much I am getting paid this year... Current Mood: confused

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April 9th, 2005

10:28 pm - Whoot You Are 30% Left Brained, 70% Right Brained The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports. Are You Right or Left Brained? This week has been crazy!!! Came back to school on Tuesday and I am pretty sure that is when the fact that grades were closing sank in. Friday was pretty sweet though. We did this sight and reading thing at one of the churches in the center of Goffstown. It was so much fun. Niki and I paired up to do the sight testing. This is how the lady told us to great the “children” (she said children in a really odd way)…”HI my name is Erika what is your name? *the child will answer* may I please see your papers? *then you make sure they are who they are saying* Ok Now we are going to play the eye game.” Yea the lady was nice but really odd. The first “child” that we got really did not want to take the test, at all. I felt really bad he seemed really scared but we had to refer him to the crazy lady. The next kid did not want to point with his fingers instead be wanted to use his Spiderman figure; and when we asked him to tell is what direction the E was pointing (or the legs on the table *this analogy tends to help the “children” a lot*) he would just say yes, and when we asked him to show he said yes again. The third girl was the CUTEST thing. She did not really understand the concept of pointing but she was sooo cute. When the E was pointing legs up “its sleeping.” When it was pointing legs down “its crawling.” When it was right side up “its sledding.” After all the kids had been through we played duck, duck, goose!!! It was a pretty sweet day…Hey Niki “If you wanna be my lover” I <3 Bri’s car on a sunny day!!! Your Seduction Style: The Charmer You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement. You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you. By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power. And then you've got them exactly where you want them! What Is Your Seduction Style? Current Mood: Giddy-Its psychopathic!!!

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April 8th, 2005

09:31 pm Your Passion is Pink Innocent and naive, you approach sex with a virginal mindset. You tend to enjoy teasing and flaunting much more than actual sex. You're a notorious flirt, and you can pick up anyone you desire. As a result, your reputation is a lot steamier than your real sex life. What Color Is Your Passion? You Should Be a Pimp for Halloween! What should you be for Halloween? Current Mood: chipper

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April 6th, 2005

09:48 pm Ahhh...my mom is trying to bond again...she asked me to go to a concert with her...ahhh...she listens to creepy hippie music... Current Mood: amused

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09:31 pm Whet to the mall today with Krissy on the search for a prom dress...wow...I love that girl so much it was insane. I did end up getting a prom dress and I <3 the color so much, I even found shoes that match perfectly...like they are the exact shade...I do believe that I am going to be able to walk in this pair. Lori you are NOT going to believe who I saw at the mall today...remember lighting boy from Merrimack *fjkghjkdsjlgfhklgfhgfjk*...that's right he was there!!!No lie I swear to god it was him I made Krissy walk into the store so she would know who I had been talking about, but I didn't go in because that would have been REALLY creepy. The musical this summer is going to be interesting? I think I might audition and see how that goes...I dunno... Speaking of prom dresses the Cinderella project is calling your names... Current Mood: enthralled- Looks psychopathic

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April 5th, 2005

08:13 pm Heidi did about 349834053453 of these this morning so I am going to be a poser... If LJ Were a High School by Karen_Walker Username Your Status FreshmanSophomoreJuniorSeniorEnglish TeacherHistory TeacherMath TeacherScience TeacherChoir DirectorGym TeacherPrincipalSchool Secretary Lunch Lady define_my_soul Head Cheerleader speshbestfriend Quarterback mon_froid_sang Prom Queen tartlet Gang Member thatskaboss Band Geek rebewf5664 Theatre Geek warsexy Chess Club Captain _midnightdance_ Loner Goth Kid _martyr_avenue Class Clown theatrefan87 Quiz created with MemeGen! And a few years later... If LJ Were a High School by Karen_Walker Username Your Status FreshmanSophomoreJuniorSeniorEnglish TeacherHistory TeacherMath TeacherScience TeacherChoir DirectorGym TeacherPrincipalSchool Secretary Lunch Lady m3ggym3g345 Head Cheerleader speshbestfriend Quarterback earlnern1389 Prom Queen no_cake_4_you Gang Member __overlooked__ Band Geek crazy__asian Theatre Geek vaykgirl247 Chess Club Captain rjboy Loner Goth Kid define_my_soul Class Clown tartlet Quiz created with MemeGen! and this one contradicts itself... Become a God or Goddess. by zerogirl Name: God/Goddess of Time Element: Water Animal Companion: Butterfly Weak against Water Weapon: Trident Quiz created with MemeGen! hhmmmm.... Your True Nature by llScorpiusll Username The quality that most appeals to you: Beauty In a survival situation, you: Cleverly trick your attacker Your hidden talent is: Pragmatism Your gift is: Cunning In groups, you: Feel uncomfortable Your best quality is: Your abundant energy Your weakness is: Being unforgiving Quiz created with MemeGen! I don't really know if today counted as a day of school for me...I had study where I studied for my English test witch I took during break and got a 95 on (pretty good for only half reading the chapters). Then came Algebra...WE ARE DOING PARABOLAS!!! There is a god, I love parabolas, they are about the only thing that I am good at when it comes to math...is it sad that I am looking forward to doing the homework? Remember you all want to donate to the Cinderella fund... Oh I never got my prom dress today because my mom is really odd...she gave me her debit card and told me to use it when I go out with krissy tomorrow..."I am trying to buy you love"...yes she really did say that Current Mood: content

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April 4th, 2005

07:14 pm Hey Guys, I love you all so much sorry that all I have been writing lately has been depressing and crappy. So here is a list of some good stuff 1. My mom and I had a real conversation today, she is going to start nursing school and I think and tomorrow we are going to go prom dress shopping. 2. Krissy and I went shopping for a bit yesterday and I think I found a dress for California 3. Oh yea...we leave for California on my Birthday!!! 4. Today I stayed home from school and now I am pretty much done my extraordinary American project among a million other things 5. My chem. grade this quarter is amazing 6. I love talking to Mrs. Thomas...she said she was going to try and switch around stations so I could have Sandy Shore...yes its a dorky station but I love it!!! 7. I have pretty much picked the five schools that I am going to apply to and all I have to do is visit. 8. Festival was pretty sweet, and even though we are not going to perform we are still going to go and now we get to see all the shows. 9. Merrimack will be at states *drools* 10. I do believe that I am a member of the hottest room assignments for states...we are going to have so much fun! Oh and by the way I know that some of you are in NHS and some of you are not so those who have heard about it already you don't have to read this. We are doing this thing called the Cinderella Project its were you donate old prom dresses for people that might not be able to afford to buy their own. So if any of you guys are willing to donate the one you wore last year or have an older sibling that would not mind we would really appreciate the donation. Thanks!!! Mucho Luvin, ~Erika Current Mood: chipper

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April 3rd, 2005

09:03 pm This week has just been filled with disappointment. I think what makes me upset is that I am so used to it. Festival was stressing but I did manage to have fun...and Merrimack will also be at states ; ) I still wish that we had gone on. I have decided that I will NEVER turn into my mother. One thing I think I have to do is going to suck,I need to do it more then want to. I am dreading that conversation. If only it was not so complicated. I don't like crying though, and I have been doing too much it at my expense. Current Mood: crappy

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March 29th, 2005

08:53 pm Your dating personality profile: Funny - You laugh often. People never accuse you of lacking a sense of humor. You don't take yourself too seriously. Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love. Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate. Your date match profile: Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If his jokes make you laugh, he has won your heart. Conservative - Forget liberals, you need a conservative match. Political discussions interest you, and a conservative will offer the viewpoint you need. Outgoing - Shy and timid people are not who you are after. You need someone with a vibrant personality to breathe life into a relationship. Your Top Ten Traits 1. Funny 2. Big-Hearted 3. Liberal 4. Practical 5. Athletic 6. Outgoing 7. Adventurous 8. Wealthy/Ambitious 9. Intellectual 10. Romantic Your Top Ten Match Traits 1. Funny 2. Conservative 3. Outgoing 4. Athletic 5. Intellectual 6. Adventurous 7. Big-Hearted 8. Practical 9. Traditional 10. Romantic Take the quiz at the Dating Diversions Site - Dating Jokes - Dating Advice I love quizzes way too much. I find it funny that I am: Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate. While my match is: Conservative - Forget liberals, you need a conservative match. Political discussions interest you, and a conservative will offer the viewpoint you need...I don't get it?!? Today was a very good day. I agree with Jen, rain is defiantly the best of all the weather patterns. I can not wait until the first summer rain...mmmmmm...walking through grass without shoes on....I believe that day two was my favorite of our rainy days because it was warm outside when walking out to the back lot. Jerry and I named the little streams and waterfalls created by the melting snow. I never noticed how much trash was out there, hope they do not take away more of break because of it...speaking of the break or lack of break, anyone know when we are/ are not getting back? I heard Friday because that's when April starts but I also heard the 7th because that was when it got taken away...all I know is that I WANT IT BACK!!! Again I love my friends so much it is insane, they honestly make my day no matter how upset I am, I just have to find one of them and the day gets better instantly. ADD KICKING IN:Lori just so you know it was not Shea it was Travis I <3 you!!! I think you know I can talking about ; ) To answer the question EVERYONE has been asking no...not yet...stop bugging me it will happen again...in time ; p Current Mood: lovely

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March 27th, 2005

11:23 pm I think today was a good day... Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 80% Stability |||||||||||||||||| 76% Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 66% Empathy |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Interdependence |||||||||||| 43% Intellectual |||||||||||| 50% Mystical |||||||||||| 50% Artistic |||||||||||||| 56% Religious |||||||||||||||| 70% Hedonism |||||||||||||| 56% Materialism |||||||||||| 43% Narcissism |||||||||||| 50% Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Work ethic |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Self absorbed |||||||||||||| 56% Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 43% Need to dominate |||||||||| 36% Romantic |||||||||||| 43% Avoidant |||||| 23% Anti-authority |||||||||| 36% Wealth |||||||||| 36% Dependency |||| 16% Change averse |||||||||||| 50% Cautiousness |||||||||| 36% Individuality |||||||||||||||| 63% Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Peter pan complex |||||| 23% Physical security |||||||||||||||| 63% Food indulgent |||||||||||| 43% Histrionic |||||||||| 36% Paranoia |||||| 30% Vanity |||| 16% Hypersensitivity |||| 16% Female cliche |||||||||||||||| 70% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test personality tests by similarminds.com Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan Your name is... Your kiss is... erotic Your hugs are... to die for Your eyes... light up a day Your touch is... irresistable Your smell is... exotic Your smile is... amazing Your love is... everlasting Quiz created with MemeGen! yes...a very good day Current Mood: calm

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March 26th, 2005

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March 22nd, 2005

10:32 pm Today was...better. The school portion was pretty good I have found the more occupied I am the less time I have for my mind to wander. Although because of all the teen angst I have come to realize that I absolutely adore my friends and thank god they are a round or I would go out of my mind. Drama was crazy as always...I think I speak for both myself and Lori/ the lighting both ladies when I say WOW...I am not that disappointed at who will be going us for festival from Merrimack...Hey Lori remember what I said about the potential the band trip could have...perhaps festival will offer the same opportunity ; ) All in all things suck, but they are getting better. Especially because its spring...mmmmm...I love warm weather...and Heidi comes back on Friday, therefore EVERYTHING is going to be wonderful this weekend, I hope. I am at my dads so it will give me time to get away from the casa de hell and clear my head. Current Mood: apathetic

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March 16th, 2005

10:25 pm only_ashes_8 told me that desecrate_me told tartlet that I got caught talking to earlnern1389 and talking crap about myxsundown. Yeah right! Don't let me hear about that again or and I'm gonna tear off their head and s*** down their neck hole! Hey and know what? I was supposed to get together with folks this afternoon but I don't want to anymore. I'm so tired of seeing the same people. I feel so lethargic! someone at work found out I was into cross-dressing and I think that's why I got fired :-(. And also I went to gaming group with people Wednesday but my character got killed TWICE :-(. I'm never gaming with them again! yesterday at school I got in a huge fight with cowpenguin. And also Why does stargazersal04 keep posting images in their journal?! I keep telling them I'm on a modem! I'm going to unfriend them to teach them a lesson!!!!!!!!!! I feel so enraged! dad was totally unfair to me Thursday and now I have to do chores instead of going to the movies with people :-(. Oh and I was supposed to get together with cowpenguin this afternoon but I don't want to anymore. I'm so tired of seeing the same people. What sucks is that everybody has asked why I'm leaving the goth community but the answer is simple: Some of you know who you are and why I'm leaving FOREVAR. I am so pissed off! everybody has asked why I'm leaving the anime fandom but the answer is simple: Some of you know who you are and why I'm leaving FOREVAR. pizzazzle told me that desecrate_me told people that I got caught talking to driftingquill and dissing on andyandang. Yeah right! If I get my hands on them they gonna be hurtin! And also that asshole fairytear40 gone and said that they saw me backstabbing sixty_three. And yeah. You might guess I don't give a flying f*** what they think anymore. I'm over that. What sucks is that rebewf5664 said they wanted to go to a concert but they changed their mind :-(. Oh yeah. I don't know why chriscross1808 went all psycho over me and only_ashes_8 having a little fun. Hey and know what? I am so going to kick warsexy out of the house. They keep on stealing my tampons! This entry automatically generated by the LJ Drama Generator! I love these!!!

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09:13 pm only_ashes_8 went around saying how I got caught talking to battleaxemaxx and backstabbing _martyr_avenue. And yeah. You might guess I don't give a flying f*** what they think anymore. I'm over that. Oh and it's so not fair that I have Sunday off but nobody wants to do anything :-(. I'll just sit home alone and cry. This entry automatically generated by the LJ Drama Generator! ahahahaaaa...these are too much fun

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06:53 pm - Uncle Lou I found out last night that my Uncle Lou passed away, but it didn't really sank in until today when my dad called me during drama. It took everything in me not to breakdown and cry all of rehearsal, so I apologize to the people I was ignoring the whole time. I really scared my mom though because the second I walked out of the library form dropping off library book I was a mess. I feel really bad for my dad though, my Uncle Lou was his favorite Uncle. Every summer we would drive up to Maine and throw a “surprise party” for him. When I was about ten or eleven it was his seventieth and my family went all out. I had 48543095340543 cousins at that party, I think half of Maine was there. They always used to come down for Thanksgiving and Christmas...they would always make our gifts because “we were family and you only buy stuff for people you don't like.” He had been sick for a long time though, they found the brain tumor last year I just didn't think that he would go so fast. Its really starting to get hard my Great Grandmother passed away over vacation , don't know, its starting to be too much to take all at one time. Not just that but a ton of other stuff that I thought was supposed to be good, it was good, but its just starting to hurt me more then not. And that is my teen angst post for the night. My stupid mouth Has got me in trouble I said too much again To a date over dinner yesterday And I could see She was offended She said "well anyway..." Just dying for a subject change Oh, to another social casualty Score one more for me How could I forget? Mama said "think before speaking" No filter in my head Oh, what's a boy to do I guess he better find one soon We bit our lips She looked out the window Rolling tiny balls of napkin paper I played a quick game of chess with the salt and pepper shaker And I could see clearly, An indelible line was drawn Between what was good, what JUST slipped out and what went wrong Oh, the way she feels about me has changed Thanks for playing, try again. How could I forget? Mama said "think before speaking" No filter in my head Oh, what's a boy to do I guess he better find one I'm never speaking up again It only hurts me I'd rather be a mystery Than she desert me Oh I'm never speaking up again Starting now One more thing Why is it my fault? So maybe I try too hard But it's all because of this desire I just wanna be liked I just wanna be funny Looks like the jokes on me So call me captain backfire Oh another social casualty Score one more for me How could i forget mama said "think before speaking" No filter in my head Oh whats a boy to do? I guess i better find one I'm never speaking up again It only hurts me I'd rather be a mystery Than she desert me Oh I'm never speaking up again(x3) Starting now P.S. Go band have fun at the concert!!! Current Mood: gloomy

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March 14th, 2005

09:15 pm You scored as Drama nerd. </td> Drama nerd 88% Punk/Rebel 56% Prep/Jock/Cheerleader 38% Ghetto gangsta 25% Stoner 25% Loner 19% Geek 13% Goth 0% What's Your High School Stereotype? created with QuizFarm.com I must say like my homie Niki I was very sad to see that I was not highly ranked in the ghetto gangsta section, but was a little surprised to find that I am in fact a "Punk/ Rebel." School today was actually very nice for a Monday. I actually managed to accomplish something in my study, that's right people I did not procrastinate but truly did work! Alina pulled out this huge book that listed just about every single college in America had a lot of fun reading some of the college descriptions. Westphals was crazy as ever, he explained that each week we should be putting in at least two to three hours on our extraordinary American project...not going to happen! He did however tell us about his plans to bring a group of students down to D.C. next year, which I think would be completely sweet considering that my eight grade class was the only ones that didn't get to go. Algebra...eh...Chemistry...I UNDERSTOOD WHAT WAS GOING ON!!! I got a 100 on the quiz, and that pretty much made my day! Drama was the best part of my day!!! I got to play with stuff pretty much the whole time! We got six sets of walky-talkies with headsets, the only thing that stinks is that I am completely responsible for all of them...be warned I am watching all of you! Then Amber and I got to go to hardware store were all kids of fun things happen. Whoop...I am going to go now and try to finish my homework and then sleep! You scored as Sleeping Beauty. Your alter ego is Princess Aurora, a.k.a. Sleeping Beauty! You are beautiful and enchanting, and as sweet as ever. </td> Sleeping Beauty 94% Cinderella 81% Goofy 63% Donald Duck 50% The Beast 50% Pinocchio 50% Ariel 44% Cruella De Ville 38% Snow White 31% Peter Pan 31% Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego? created with QuizFarm.com Considering that its my favorite Disney movie that makes me very happy! Talk to you later! Mucho Luvin, ~Erika Lori and Kathleen do you think that is what I looked like when Allen and I first saw each other (the top picture from my drama days)...I think it might be! Come on who could resist the yellow shirt (before I found my sparkly one that is) and the hott glasses are the extra touch to get his attention! Current Mood: amused

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March 13th, 2005

05:21 pm - Cops I really dislike the show cops…but my dad and Dawn are watching it and the computer is also in the room so I have no escape. I can not wait for the day that they show someone on the screen and I can go “Hey I know them!” I think that is going to be my mission in life to grow up, sell my body, loose all my teeth, and get myself on cops…or not! My dad just told me some news that makes me very upset; they were going to show gladiator tonight…not anymore…now they are going to show some special on Mr. Clinton’s surgery, I didn’t know that he had surgery! I hope that my dad is fibbing in fact I am going to go check. Current Mood: questioning

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March 11th, 2005

08:07 pm 1. YOUR PORN STAR NAME:(Name of first pet + Street you were born on) Barrington Prospect 2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (Name of your favorite snack food + Grandfather's first name) Almond Robert 3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: (First word you see on your left + Favorite restaurant) Industrial Chiangmai Thai 4. EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS: (Favorite Spice + Last Vacation Spot) Rosemary St. Stephen 5. SOCIALITE ALIAS: (Silliest Childhood Nickname + Town Where You First Partied) Gertrude Kingfield 6. FLY GIRL ALIAS: (aka J.Lo) - (First Initial + First Two or Three Letters of your Last Name) E.Car 7. ICON ALIAS: (Something Sweet Within Sight + Any Liquid in Kitchen) Snapple water 8. DETECTIVE ALIAS: (Favorite Baby Animal + Where You Went to High School) Bunny Goffstown 9. BARFLY ALIAS: (Last Snack Food You Ate + Your Favorite Alcoholic Drink) Goldfish Strawberry Daiquiris 10. SOAP OPERA ALIAS: (Middle Name + Street Where You First Lived) Lynn Dane 11. ROCK STAR ALIAS: (Favorite Candy + Last Name Of Favorite Musician) Hershey McBride 12. GREASE ALIAS: (Favorite Swear Word + Last Word of Favorite Movie) F*cker Beauty 13. STARWARS NAME: (First 3 Letters In Your Last Name + First 2 Letters In Your First Name & First 2 Letters In Your Mom's Maiden Name + First 3 Letters Of The Town You Were Born In) Carer Swnas Current Mood: crazy

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March 9th, 2005

10:22 pm mmmmm...I love snow days...but I really want all the snow to melt away. The snow is nice for a little while but after a month it gets old for me. I can not wait for the summer to come! Now that pretty much all my friends can drive we will be able to see each other more often which will be rather nice. all in all today was a lovely day. I got up at about six rushed to get ready for the bus (I can not wait till I get my car) and when it had not come by six thirty I checked the news only to see we had no school. So I did the homework I planed to save for study and tomorrow first block is going to drag. I started to help my brothers clean their room and at about noon Krissy and Sarah called. Turned out they were outside my driveway. My mom joking said hey you should shovel for us...and they did...except Krissy thought that meant diving over the snow until it was packed down. After all their hard work my mom made them lunch we finished my brothers room (at this point we had taken over the process). Yesterday we agreed that if school got cancelled we would go to see a movie. So we picked up Alfredo form la classe de espanol y went to the movies at three. It was not until we bought the tickets the we realized that Sarah had the wrong theater and this one did not start until 5! So where did we go...WAL-MART!!! We sat in the parking lot for a little while until the whole car was filled with steam, eventually Kris went in...only to come out five seconds latter because someone had pulled a fire alarm. Well I have to stop now because I hear little feet that should have been in bed hours ago! Night. Mucho Luvin, ~Erika Current Mood: amused

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